Subject: I’m Out of Your League

Whenever I see photos or videos of you with your friends or family drinking wine, talking to each other in French, I feel insecure that maybe I will not fit in.

Subject: i want to be a happy person

I don’t know when and I am not sure if I’ll ever be a really happy person… But what I can assure you of, you make me happy, I want to be happy and I am working on being happy.

Subject: Orphan

I want you to feel that I care for you and I wish I could make you feel that way in this lifetime. I don’t know if it’s possible but I hope it is.

Subject: Hello and Goodnight

I miss being with you and I hope that you do too. Let’s see each other again, at least in our dreams… for now.

Subject: I Went Out On A Date… With Myself

I don’t want to be alone but it feels like I deserve to be alone. I want to love but it feels like I don’t know how to. I want to not give up but I don’t even know what am I holding on to.

Subject: The Results

…I’ll have to bear the thought that there is something alien in my body, and I cannot un-think that.

Subject: Just Like the Movies

You like me a lot, I think it’s because you know and you feel that I am different. I am not like just any other girls. You want me to be yours and I am yours.

Subject: Ballad of My Bipolar Heart

Everyday, my bipolar heart is torturing me with this ballad that runs in continuous loop… it keeps on repeating the same song, the same tune, the same chaos…