Subject: i want to be a happy person

I don’t know when and I am not sure if I’ll ever be a really happy person… But what I can assure you of, you make me happy, I want to be happy and I am working on being happy.

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Subject: I Went Out On A Date… With Myself

I don’t want to be alone but it feels like I deserve to be alone. I want to love but it feels like I don’t know how to. I want to not give up but I don’t even know what am I holding on to.

one day

remember, life is NOT short… it is indefinite. i am not immortal… and neither are you.

It’s 4 AM, And Here I Am Crying

I wish I will dream about my mom and my dad tonight. The kind that feels so real. The kind in which I would be able to talk to them. The kind that you would feel the embrace when I see them. I miss being a daughter. I miss them. a lot.

R

A few weeks after she turned 13, her father died of cancer. A few days after she turned 31, her mother died of cancer. She used to dream about getting married and having kids but now she’s not even sure anymore if that’s a good idea. She isn’t sure if she has the capability of taking…